I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that my friends of days past will not like me because I have changed.
Within this I realize that I have been dishonest with myself for having placed my worth and definition in the hands of those who can validate me.
When and as I see myself become anxious by placing me in the perception of others, I stop I breathe. I realize this as my mind. I commit myself to bringing myself back to myself within my breath.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear change.
I accept the constant of change. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize that I am change.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear not changing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe I need to maintain a perception of self as unchanged.
When and as I see myself managing my perception of myself in the eyes of others, I stop I breathe. I realize that this is not an effective method of conduct. I commit myself to holding myself, here, in my every breath and no longer compromising this stance for how I believe others may perceive me.
Until it is done, I will persist in bringing myself back into my breath as the all encompassing, self-honest existence that is here as me.
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