I react with kind of an awkward feeling when I get compliments or congratulated. It's an unsettling feeling that I tend to resolve by deflecting the personal accountability, responsibility or credit onto something else. There's got to be something more going on here.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react with feeling unworthy of praise.
When and as I see myself begin to feel a need to disperse this compliment energy, I stop I breathe.
I realize that this reaction is not who I really am in the physical; it's an energetic programmed experience.
I commit myself to digging deeper into why I struggle with receiving a positive entitlement.
Nice writings. :D
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