I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be brief and sloppy with my self-forgiveness.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to be careful and deliberate with each of my blog entries.
I forgive myself for orienting to my daily writing as I had with my dreaded school work.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to dread my homework.
I forgive myself for allowing myself to create and experience a feeling of dislike toward my work.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take the easy way out, which I have designed to function as procrastination and half-ass work at the last minute.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to perceive that it is okay to pump out cursory work when I have limited time because I have limited my time.
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I commit myself to stop the fallacy that I cannot be thorough and effective during a daily writing of self-forgiveness. I am the one not giving myself enough time to complete each entry effectively.
I forgive myself that I have held on to the belief that I need to rush and finish forgiving a point to completion before the clock strikes 12.
I commit myself to directing myself through one specific point, until it is done
Tomorrow, I will continue to walk through my procrastination demon, until it is done.