I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize that I am accepting and allowing myself to participate as is, in each moment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take advantage of externally induced distractions to project blame and hide my self-responsibility to come to a living agreement within myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to walk my day unplanned.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to suppress the moments of choice when I turn away from my work and responsibilities.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not want to work hard.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame.
See, the point of all this forgiveness is to really just say sorry to myself, acknowledge what I've been accepting and allowing, take responsibility to change that relationship/point within my beingness, and live self-direction, live self-will, live my intention to life.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to miss the point of self-responsibility for myself in EVERY moment, where even when I decide to take the less responsible way, TO NOT HIDE IT from myself or PRETEND that it's nothing, or that it's "OKAY" to just stay focused on the distraction.
When and as I see myself distracting myself from being self-honest while participating in a distraction, I stop I breathe. I realize that this breath is a new moment where I face myself and choose how and what I accept and allow. I commit myself to realizing the power of breath as a moment of choice between self-honesty and self-dishonesty.
I commit myself to investigating my attachments to whatever consistently yields a choice-relationship of compromising my self-honesty.
When and as I see myself projecting blame within frustration, I stop I breathe. I realize I am within an ego design of abdicating my responsibility to myself. I commit myself to realizing that I am actually frustrated with myself and within this realization, move myself into acting responsibility for myself in the current situation.
I commit myself to bringing blame back to self and living self-honesty as best I can, progressively.
I commit myself to realizing my responsibility to my self and all in creating a world that is best for all.
Shout out for ELF!!
Contributing to the solution is to become the living solution.