Day 410 - Processing Procrastination NOW

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I can always do it later, and within this, not see, realize and understand my full capacity to accomplish something now.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use excuses that lead me into the belief that there isn't enough time to do something now. I commit myself to applying common sense here, and utilizing self-honesty to determine if I am simply making an excuse or not.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself delay taking full responsibility for myself in the current moment.

I forgive myself for NOT accepting and allowing myself to recognize my potential to accomplish something NOW or immediately.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be impatient, and within that, not have enough time NOW, to accomplish something real, something physical, something that takes a length of time to create.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I can spend my time better by doing nothing in particular, than if I were to slow down and spend a few moments to complete a creation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that procrastination is just part of who I am and how I do things, and that "I do not really want to change this behavior."

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that "procrastination is a skill that I do well and thus benefits me."

I commit myself to slowing down, to consider the real timelines of creation and determine what I can accomplish in this moment that is best for me and all.

I commit myself to realizing the power of the current moment.

I commit myself to STOP postponing that which can be accomplished now.

I commit myself to giving myself the self-honesty required to decide how I can apply myself within my utmost potential in this very moment.

I commit myself to stop running away from responsibility, suppressing it, and pushing it into the future (that never comes). And so within this, I recognize that self-empowerment comes from what I chose to create in the moment that is here, now.

When and as I see that I self-honestly do not have enough time to complete something, I commit myself to deferring the responsibility to a specific time in the future. I commit myself to utilizing a calendar or task list, when necessary, to ensure that I do not suppress my taking responsibility indefinitely.

Why wait when I can do it now?

I just wrote this blog and I only "lost" 35 minutes. Rather. I traded 35 minutes for a new depth of understanding within my decision process of taking immediate action.

WORTH IT!

Thank you.

Day 409 - I have an Apple for You!

In a facebook group I'm in, someone shared this video, and what a great reminder. I have so much love to give. We all do. And what's better than giving ourselves to others? How great does it feel? If you're feeling a bit rusty, definitely give this little video a watch through.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget that I am unconditional love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want instead of give.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the meaning of life, to forget what it means to live and share my highest regard for all life on earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear voicing myself, for I fear being judged by others. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to only want to share the best of myself so that I can validate myself through the positive acceptance I get from others. To only selectively share myself, so that I can get only selective feedback, so that I can sustain a high ego...this equation is not how I want to live the rest of my life.

I commit myself to give the love that I am to all unconditionally. I choose to manifest this on a moment to moment basis, based in common sense and creation of that which is best for all.

I commit myself to share my true nature, and within this, to purify the ugly shit inside of me, so that I may stand infinitely with integrity. I see, realize and understand that I am not perfect, but I commit myself to to the self-perfection process by giving it my all. It = Life

I commit myself to give the life/love force within me, channeled and shaped by my individual creative expression, back to life, as an expression of what is best for all.

Eat an apple. Give an apple. Enjoy life.